i miss dunedin so much.

 

i woke up ytd morning n realised tht i wasnt in dnd anymore. i'm in akl. n nxt yr i'll b in chch. i'm actually not going bck. this is not a summer brk. i'm not going bck anymore.

 

when i studied the outline n surfed through hymnal. there's some things i really enjoyed n wanted to tell them. but i'm not in dunedin anymore. there's no rsg anymore. all of a sudden i dont' know who i could share to. it is like hving a loved one pass away. they're no longer there to listen, to respond, or to gv me the echo tht i need.

 

looking back, my companions hv been crucial to my growth in life. i hv been so blessed to hv companions who run after the Lord with me n encourage me to go on. "ur going on is for me, my going on is for u". i could never really say i could apply this to myself, but i realised tht my going on hv been for them. when i enjoyed the Lord, i cn't wait to tell them wht i enjoyed. but now i enjoy something, i want to tell them, but i duno who i could share to anymore. their presence hv added enjoyment to my personal pursuit. n their sharing hv helped me learn n grow in life. i needed them, n they probably needed me. our going on is for one another. our personal pursuit have probably always been corporate. draw me, Lord, keep us running after You.