It’s tiring to hate someone. It’s also tiring to try not to hate someone. I’m sorry, Lord, I just hate him. I know u hv chosen him n You love him. You went on the cross for him. You loved him to tht extent, but I just can’t do it. I really, really dislike him. I hate every single bit of him n every bit of him tht is related to my life. I cannot bear it. I just hate him so much Lord. I’m sorry. i don't know how i can be okay with him. i can't do it out of myself. i can only take You as my peace offering.

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