i miss them so much, Lord. i really miss them. they r my life-line. they keep me alive. i cn't live without them. oh Lord... Lord Jesus. i need them Lord. i miss them so much. they're the ones i'm with day by day. they're the ones who keeps me alive, encourages me to go on, shepherds me when i'm down, smiles at me when i lose my temper. i need them to be there. i want to tell them wht i enjoyed, i want to hear wht they enjoyed. day by day, this is how i lived, how do i go on now? i'm uprooted. i need time to adjust. i think it's the first time i've missed ones so much. my heart is so attached. 

 

sister colleen said tht i miss them bcos we r built up. we r pretty vital together. i'm sad to leave. it is so not less sad to leave than it is to c me leave.

 

(2009, after team reunion & YP conference)